I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to fear the perceived authority as the “powers that be” as those that have more power within this system compared to me within and as having more money as money is god within the current system of Capitalism.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to believe in, justify and support a system of so called “life” as the current monetary system of capitalism where we allow the existence of those that have absolute power and control over everyone else through having a relatively infinite amount of capital at their disposal to imprint and force their self-interest onto others as they live in constant fear of loosing what they have and as such act on and take on the role of abusers, slave-masters, conquerors, bullies, fear-mongers, warlords and corrupted politicians.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to want to, desire and wish for having an infinite amount of capital within this monetary system so that I am protected against everyone else that is trying to survive within this system according to the principle of “dog eats dog” and “to each his own” as we through our participation and the inability to stop and reconsider, allow and perpetuate this system that harms us all and is paving the way to our complete demise and annihilation taking with ourselves countless innocent lives of animals, plants and the planet as one interconnected and interdependent living organism with us.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to fear to even consider that I can stop, reconsider and work on and walk into completion an implementation of a radically new system, the system of Equal Money, where the perpetuation of abuse, exploitation, rape and self-compromise will be stopped through changing the rules of the Game of Money through actually birthing into real being the statement “everyone should have equal chance in this world” as that implies having this statement implemented within and as the system we live in as the only way we can self-honestly look into the mirror without blame, anger and self-disgust of what we see.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to fear the reactions, backchat and resistance of those that, in spite, disagree with the implementation of the Equal Money system as they fear loosing their position of perceived power, influence and security, not realizing that this perception is an illusion that is everyday paid for with the lives of other beings and will sooner or later, with absolute certainty, end as the system of monetary debt is eating through the foundation of every society and community on this planet, slowly but surely eroding the very fabric of the lives of the slaves and the masters as well.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to cling to hope that somewhere, deep inside, in the hearts of the rich and powerful there is a speck of common sense and a spark of life that can be nurtured into becoming the foundation of a being that supports a new system of equality where the word and practical implications of the word “equality” is actually not feared and resisted but rather embraced and supported as an absolute, eternal, self-realization of the statement: I can not receive what I am not willing to give, to another, first.