Tag Archives: fall

If it does not stand, it’s cool that if falls off

Posted on January 23, 2011 by

Lol, quite a funny title I came up with. I had this realization now. The point of loosing something, loosing a fantasy or illusion, seeing something dissipate that one was holding onto and how cool it actually is and how … Continue reading →

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Giving up and stuff

Posted on November 30, 2010 by

Today I am giving up. I am angry, fearful and frustrated. I am loosing trust in what I am doing and trust in myself. First is the disbelief about this “process”, Bernard and Desteni. Because there’s no guarantee and the … Continue reading →

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29th November – I am still a wanker – wank wank

Posted on October 29, 2010 by

What a boring title. (Meanwhile I’ve added more to the title than just the day, so it’s very expressive now:) Today – overview: Overslept almost an hour. I’ve woke up before that, 10 minutes before 6am, went to toilet but … Continue reading →

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Here we go again

Posted on August 27, 2010 by

So I’ve been inactive here on this blog and it reflects perfectly what was going on inside. Suppression and hiding was theme of the last month. The last two days went in the name of revisiting the basics – what is self-honesty, what does … Continue reading →

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Falling out of the bed

Posted on July 3, 2010 by

I experience a little bit of anger, actually a lot of anger. I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fall, to abuse. It started with the oversleeping point this morning. The alarm set to 6am as usual – I woke up pretty tired … Continue reading →

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