Tag Archives: falling

Giving up and stuff

Posted on November 30, 2010 by

Today I am giving up. I am angry, fearful and frustrated. I am loosing trust in what I am doing and trust in myself. First is the disbelief about this “process”, Bernard and Desteni. Because there’s no guarantee and the … Continue reading →

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No rest for the wicked

Posted on October 15, 2010 by

I’ve done hour and a few minutes of work today. So far. I didn’t enjoy it. Tried to breath trough it but again the amounts of work to be done are overwhelming me. Actually they are not overwhelming me, they … Continue reading →

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Sunny Sunday

Posted on July 4, 2010 by

Damn. Overslept again today. It’s getting harder to wake up each day. When my alarm clock rang I’d sit straight in my bed for a few moments but I felt so sleepy. I lied again and woke up 3 and … Continue reading →

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