Tag Archives: fear

Motivated by fear, guilt or relationship

Posted on April 19, 2011 by

There are a few possibilities of how I can move in my reality and what it is that is the point that motivates me. Obviously if I consider myself self-aware it should be me and only me that motivates me, … Continue reading →

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Impatience as fear of loss

Posted on January 22, 2011 by

Impatience is in essence the fear of loosing the desired outcome. So it’s created by first accepting and allowing to create a desired outcome. Then the mind tries to achieve and get to that outcome, like a machine powered by … Continue reading →

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Coffee

Posted on January 13, 2011 by

Looking into the black fluid called coffee this morning the idea is here to write about coffee. Why do I drink coffee? It’s a point of enjoyment, stability, fulfillment. It’s interesting how these words are attached to a simple act … Continue reading →

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Preparedness & traveling

Posted on December 29, 2010 by

I enjoy being prepared. I like being ready. I picked up this point of preparedness, this word, expression, since it’s relevant in the moment here. Tomorrow I am leaving for Vienna, and the day after I fly to South Africa … Continue reading →

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Herefear

Posted on December 17, 2010 by

Quite a few things happened in the past days. Experiences and points I had to face. And I am satisfied with how I stood. I won’t go into specifics, it’s irrelevant. I’ll write about experience of supporting myself with self-forgiveness. … Continue reading →

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Giving up and stuff

Posted on November 30, 2010 by

Today I am giving up. I am angry, fearful and frustrated. I am loosing trust in what I am doing and trust in myself. First is the disbelief about this “process”, Bernard and Desteni. Because there’s no guarantee and the … Continue reading →

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Besit

Posted on November 23, 2010 by

Be*sit” - To suit; to fit; to become. Immediately the point of going to farm came up and me fearing what I will become through this, how I’ll change. What do I fear? I fear that I won’t enjoy myself, that … Continue reading →

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Wanting to protect others

Posted on October 20, 2010 by

I am looking at a point of wanting to protect others and help and assist others, at all costs, when I perceive they’re being treated unfairly or injustice is being made upon them. When this happens, when I see/read/hear something … Continue reading →

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Fearing being dependent on others

Posted on September 24, 2010 by

I don’t like to rely on other people. I hate relying on other people. Because often they let me down. For example at this moment there is no internet connection and I can’t do nothing about it, just wait for … Continue reading →

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Dream about Jamaica

Posted on September 13, 2010 by

I had quite an interesting dream which “featured” Jamaica. I had never been to Jamaica. In the dream I had to go there. It was like my task to go there, to do something there. And as I learned this … Continue reading →

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