Tag Archives: process

Coffee

Posted on January 13, 2011 by

Looking into the black fluid called coffee this morning the idea is here to write about coffee. Why do I drink coffee? It’s a point of enjoyment, stability, fulfillment. It’s interesting how these words are attached to a simple act … Continue reading →

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Consumed by relationship want and need

Posted on January 11, 2011 by

Not something that I particularly want to write about – I resist – so I deliberately push myself to do it. Past days I am facing extensively the point of wanting a relationship – and I don’t dare to call … Continue reading →

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Long term decisions

Posted on January 11, 2011 by

It was suggested to me to make a decision for myself to write each day, even though “I don’t feel like it” or resist it in that particular day. The outcome would be to simply get to know words, to … Continue reading →

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Judging thoughts as good or bad

Posted on January 10, 2011 by

I recently faced a point where I’ve tasted how judging thoughts, myself or anything for that matter leads to a fuckup. Walking the process I “established” a kind of a policeman in my head that would always assess and actually … Continue reading →

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The beers

Posted on December 12, 2010 by

So the point where I see myself compromising on myself and falling is the big beer I had today. As I write it I think “Noo, that was cool, you enjoyed the laughs, the little relaxation, it was a treat … Continue reading →

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In the early morning – reporting live

Posted on December 9, 2010 by

Yay – it’s 6:22am here and I am up from 5. So getting back on track with 5 hour sleep. Waking up was not such a big problem – it becomes much more problematic on the third day I’ve come … Continue reading →

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Morning madness

Posted on December 5, 2010 by

My experience within trying to wake up, waking up, wanting to remain in a warm comfortable bed, not wanting to move and apply myself as myself. Wanting and desiring to have a reason to wake up, a motivation a force … Continue reading →

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Vlog: Process overview, Where I am at the moment

Posted on December 2, 2010 by
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A walk – walking into the dark and unknown, alone

Posted on November 30, 2010 by

A few hours ago I went for a walk – nice sunny winter day – ideal for a long walk. I was pondering on my rage and frustration, as expressed in the previous post. I didn’t come to anything new, … Continue reading →

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No rest for the wicked

Posted on October 15, 2010 by

I’ve done hour and a few minutes of work today. So far. I didn’t enjoy it. Tried to breath trough it but again the amounts of work to be done are overwhelming me. Actually they are not overwhelming me, they … Continue reading →

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