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My Experience with Demon Possession part 1.

Childhood and teenage years – yearning for love It all started with how I build a large part of my personality. As soon as I saw within others the profound interest in relationships, the interest and engagement in the other … Continue reading

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Wanting to be loved

I am looking at this point within myself of wanting and requiring to be loved by someone as a point that would give me a sense of security, happiness, the sense that someone cares for me, is there for me, … Continue reading

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Sex stimuli – desire for sex based on pictures

Watching a movie. A beautiful/attractive woman, big lips, big breasts seduces a man. As that happens I feel the energy within my rising up, building up, me reacting with want – I want that, I want more of that feeling … Continue reading

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Programming and agreements

Let’s look at the agreement between two beings from the perspective of a programmer/program. So what are the parts, the individuals, in terms of program that go into an agreement? It would be the programmer, the creator and the language … Continue reading

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Setting myself free from the point of grasping for a point of happiness somewhere in the future as my birth right

I found a point within myself. A projection, a hope, an agreement with myself that somewhere, somehow in the future I’ll do something, I’ll get something or somewhere and that will finally bring ultimate happiness into my life and within … Continue reading

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Relationship with the world

To live effectively here, in this world, comfortably and with common sense I have to establish a clear relationship with the whole world. Just like an agreement with another being. Just like an intimate relationship with another being. A radical … Continue reading

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Consumed by relationship want and need

Not something that I particularly want to write about – I resist – so I deliberately push myself to do it. Past days I am facing extensively the point of wanting a relationship – and I don’t dare to call … Continue reading

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Vlog: Desteni Girls

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