Tag Archives: sadness

Consumed by relationship want and need

Posted on January 11, 2011 by

Not something that I particularly want to write about – I resist – so I deliberately push myself to do it. Past days I am facing extensively the point of wanting a relationship – and I don’t dare to call … Continue reading →

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A walk – walking into the dark and unknown, alone

Posted on November 30, 2010 by

A few hours ago I went for a walk – nice sunny winter day – ideal for a long walk. I was pondering on my rage and frustration, as expressed in the previous post. I didn’t come to anything new, … Continue reading →

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On giving up

Posted on September 10, 2010 by

I just had the experience of overwhelming sadness. Or depression. In such moments there always the wish of wanting to give up, to just die or better stop existing entirely, wanting to just “rest”. Also that’s what it feels like … Continue reading →

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I don’t want to write

Posted on July 13, 2010 by

…so I am going to write. At the moment I feel exhausted – from thinking – lots of stuff circles in my head – and I am not stopping it. Fears, expectations, judgements, doubts, laziness, weakness. I don’t feel like moving or doing anything. Also … Continue reading →

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