Tag Archives: work

Walking with Desteni, Overview April 2011

Posted on April 16, 2011 by

It’s been four and a half months since I’ve arrived at the Desteni farm. I am noticing changes within how I spend my time, what I consider as my priorities, how I interact with others and how I experience myself. … Continue reading →

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Effectiveness of self-forgiveness

Posted on December 7, 2010 by

I am extremely – ok not extremely – within my bounds – satisfied with self-forgiveness I did and worked with yesterday. The points of getting tired and giving up when facing a problem or a seemingly difficult task are pretty … Continue reading →

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Five hour sleep day two

Posted on November 26, 2010 by

Summing up my experiences with 5 hour sleep, day 2. In the morning I woke up and pondered a bit whether I’ll sleep for an extra hour or not. Somehow I was not interested though. I was firm on the … Continue reading →

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Some stability building up

Posted on November 4, 2010 by

I enjoy myself the past two weeks. I am growing a certainty and stability within myself, like never before. I can only compare that to the later part of my visit to Desteni farm earlier this year and a short … Continue reading →

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29th November – I am still a wanker – wank wank

Posted on October 29, 2010 by

What a boring title. (Meanwhile I’ve added more to the title than just the day, so it’s very expressive now:) Today – overview: Overslept almost an hour. I’ve woke up before that, 10 minutes before 6am, went to toilet but … Continue reading →

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Struggling with programming/work

Posted on October 28, 2010 by

I am searching for that sweet spot in my work – programming – but I can’t find it. I desire to do something nice, but what I am currently working seems rather boring and tiresome. I know it’s my approach … Continue reading →

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Little less writing

Posted on October 24, 2010 by

The focus in the past days was work, work and work. And I actually enjoyed it. The point of being in the body and not in the mind, is largely still not where I want it to be. Meaning I … Continue reading →

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No rest for the wicked

Posted on October 15, 2010 by

I’ve done hour and a few minutes of work today. So far. I didn’t enjoy it. Tried to breath trough it but again the amounts of work to be done are overwhelming me. Actually they are not overwhelming me, they … Continue reading →

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How I live the Equality Equation 1+1=2

Posted on October 13, 2010 by

This in essence is very simplistic. No wonder because the best solutions are simple in essence. It does not mean the application or road to them is simple though. What is simple is the principle one can guide yourself with … Continue reading →

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My weaknesses

Posted on August 29, 2010 by

Hi! Another cool morning here. I was a little sleepy and wanted to go to the bed again after I’ve woke up – but it’s was easy to push trough it and remain standing. I have another cool “movie” – … Continue reading →

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