Tag Archives: writting

Consumed by relationship want and need

Posted on January 11, 2011 by

Not something that I particularly want to write about – I resist – so I deliberately push myself to do it. Past days I am facing extensively the point of wanting a relationship – and I don’t dare to call … Continue reading →

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The beers

Posted on December 12, 2010 by

So the point where I see myself compromising on myself and falling is the big beer I had today. As I write it I think “Noo, that was cool, you enjoyed the laughs, the little relaxation, it was a treat … Continue reading →

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Effectiveness of self-forgiveness

Posted on December 7, 2010 by

I am extremely – ok not extremely – within my bounds – satisfied with self-forgiveness I did and worked with yesterday. The points of getting tired and giving up when facing a problem or a seemingly difficult task are pretty … Continue reading →

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Four count breath, multitasking

Posted on November 10, 2010 by

First watch this video to get an idea of what the four count breath is. Back to basics I am revisiting and going back to absolute basics of what this process of birthing myself as life entails. Breathing. More specifically … Continue reading →

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How I live the Equality Equation 1+1=2

Posted on October 13, 2010 by

This in essence is very simplistic. No wonder because the best solutions are simple in essence. It does not mean the application or road to them is simple though. What is simple is the principle one can guide yourself with … Continue reading →

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Self-support

Posted on October 4, 2010 by

Self support to me is: Not accepting and allowing any bullshit within me and from me to me. That includes automatic thoughts, reactins and following thoughts, emotions, feelings, habits. Reacting to enviroment or other beings. Staying with breath in every … Continue reading →

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I want to write, but I want to write in private

Posted on September 1, 2010 by

So I still fear exposure. Because I was just finding out what to do and I felt like writing – but in private. It’s the point of me not being relaxed enough while I know I’ll be posting something public. … Continue reading →

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Sharpening teeth

Posted on July 8, 2010 by

Recently I started to really enjoy participating in discussions – especially where people disagree and place their opinions about the Equal Money System proposal or Desteni material. Sometimes it takes a bit of time to take a comment “in” and see … Continue reading →

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